kek oh kek!

kek oh kek...hemm 2 je lahh yg mampu sy katekn.. alkisahnye begini....
 hr 2 about 3 days ago kot.. sy shift malam.. jadi busy nk mati lahh en. mlm mmg rmai customer.. start kol 6 cm 2 .. dh mle rmai org... nk g toilet pon x sempat kdg2.. nk dijdkn cerite.. ade sorg customer ni..* bkn sorg r.. satu fmly* die dr kdai kek.. * selang satu kdai ade kdai kek* then disebabkn kdai sy 2 x leh bwk msok brg luar..

so die tnye lahh sy " dik, bleh bwk msok x?" " x leh kak, akak tggl sni lahh" 'sini' 2 refer too kt kaunter eh... mmg slalunye.. cashier laen kalo ade customer nk tumpang/tggl brg.. dorg ltk kt lantai dlm kwsn cashier lahh en.. tp  sy x smpai hati lahh plk..nk ltk mknn kt lantai..kt kaki..oleh itu, sy ltk je lahh kt kaunter, hjg skit r.. ps2 back to work.. busy 2 x pyh nk ckp r.. salalunye x pndg pon customer.. pndg duit je.. haha..ye r kang slh kasi baki..bising plk enn..

 ps 2 dlm 20 mnt cm 2.. still customer rmai lg..ps2 akak 2 pon dtg r nk minx kek.. sy pon nk bg lahh enn.. tetibe..kek 2 x de! x de! mmg x de.. sy pon cm..'ehh, td bkn ade ke' ah sudaaaa..masalah..masalah.. akak 2 plk cm nk telan sy je.. tp bkn slh sy kak..sy letak elok je kt tepi 2.. mne kek 2 mhilang? apelagi...customer laen terambik r 2.. haduiii.. sy pon mle lahh rse serba slh.. oke.. mgkin slh sy lahh kot..sbb sy ltk kt ats kaunter di mne brg2 customer laen ltk kt situ utk discan dan di' beg plastikkan'.. blh jd je kn org yg mengambil kek 2 x prasan yg die terambil...  sy mmg dh cuak nk mati.. sbb sy rse slh sy ltk kt ats kaunter spatutnye ltk kt lantai..tp mcm yg sy ckp td r..x smpai hati nk ltk mknn kt lantai!


 nsb bek lahh bos ade.. kalo x.. hemm..x taw lahh.. bos ckp nnti kalo ade org anta kek 2 blk..nnti die kol lah akak..malangnye x de spe yg anta! haishh...haram doe spe yg mkn..ish3x.. dh la 2 kek anak akak 2.. kesian bdk 2.. kami tggu lahh jgk smpai kol 11 mlm... dh nk ttp kdai dh...still x de org yg pulangkn kek.. huhu.. jd, keesokan harinye.. sy tnye bos, " kek smlm cmne bos?" " sy kne gantilahhh, rm30.." alahaiii... slh sy. bos plk kne ganti.. serba slh dibuatnye..

jgn ambil hak org..haram taw tak!

aku yg dulu..

assalamualaikum.. :) *senyuman itu tok anda* so hr ni sy nk bcerita mengenai kenangan @ memori yg sgt sgt sgt indah bg sy... *ceh!.. oke lahh..actually nk citer psl sekolahh.. sy bermule dgn sekolah menengah kebangsaan (smk) dr form 1 smpai form 3.. yelahh sy ni bkn lahh superb sgt dlm akademik.. so x lyk pon nk msok mne2 asrama..lg pon mse 2 *mse f1* sy x pk sgt pon psl asrama2 nihh.. oke2..pk lah jgk tp x de lah nk sgt..lg pon x ramai pon kwn2 sy yg msok asrama..ade lahh dlm2 -3 org mse 2.. the rest still skola 2..so pd sy.. emm..x de effect lahhh...nk pegi? pegi lahhh... sy nk dok sni..

smk saujana utama :)

i've nothing to say..nothing to do..nothing to talk about...nothing to post actually.. but im still here.. without any reason.. why? why? and why? why should i ? -------------------------------------------

*status: mrepek x tntu psl~

*mood : bosan nk mati..haha

tahniah2 sume :))

oh yeahhh...ini mmg benar oke..

hr ni keluar lahh sudaa nme2 insan terpilih dan bertuah tok diinterview olehh pihak mara.. jauh disudut hati sy ini.. fuh fuh fuh~ sgt bgge ble ade rkn2 seperjuangan, rakan se-lab, rakan se-papan putih, rakan se-dewan, rakan se-aspuri, rakan se-aspura *hehe* rakan se-fb ,rakan se-ym...dan segala rakan yg terlibat lahh.. bjaye menempatkn diri..thniah semua!! sy hrp anda2 sume boleh wat the best lahh mse di interbiu nnti yehh.. sy doakan semua dpt..aminn..:))

ouhh...kesian!!

 give me the chance pls!! 

hemm... skrg sume org tgh sebok ckp psl scholarship..mara, jpa, petronas, n bla bla bla.. hemm.. terase kecik sy ni di klgn mereka..  well..im not among those straight As student so huhh..sggh terasa sbnrnye.. :(( tp x pe lahh kwn2.. sy masih setia di belakang anda semua memberi sokongan... hnye itu yg termampu.. kdg2 sy rse siape lahh sy ni kalo nk dibndgkn dgn awk2 sume yg semmgnye hebat2 belaka..huhu.. i dont deserve to be one of u.. kalo sy x de ponn..x de spe pon yg akan perasan..x de spe pon yg akan kesah..tp pd sy..it doesnt matter.. sbb kwn sy ade ckp "berkawanlah ikhlas kerana ALLAH" but then sy terfikir..how? mcm mne nk taw yg kite ni bkwn ikhlas kerna ALLAH? dh lme sy fikir psl bnde ni..tp sy just keep it inside..x taw nk tnye spe.. coz im not very good in sharing.. die cm "if u dont ask me, i wont simply tell u" haa..cm 2 r lbh krg.. oke lahh..i think smpai sni je lahh dlu..kang lbh2 kang..tacing lak..ni pon dh nk ala-ala tacing dh..huhu.. sekian~

cuti

hr ni sy cuti..nikmat sggh rsenye...x perlu mandi pg2..x perlu rushing sne sni..x perlu cycling mredah kesunyian di waktu pg..ecececehhh...oke2..yelaa..hr ni sy cuti..stlh 4 hr bkerja sbg cashier..fuh~  byk bnde yg sy blaja.. sy blaja control nervous sy.. sy blaja control diri sndiri..sy blaja cmne nk handle customer yg x reti nk sabar..sy blaja cmne nk ssn brg dlm plastik! *haha* dan yg plg pntg sy blaja cmne nk control mrh sy..yelahh..kdg2.. sy hangin ngn customer ni..x kn dgn next customer pon sy nk hangin kn.. so sy kne change the mood within...1 sec? hoho~ but i did it oke!

hari ke-DUA

 insyaALLAH ;)

hr ni hr kedua..fuhh~ pnt 2 x pyah ckp lahh en.. tp hr ni lbh sronok dr smlm...ye r smlm blur abs..mmg x taw pape.. hr ni..msok keje..ceh dh taw dh nk wat pe..at least x de r cm smlm en..tercegat..terkebil-kebil..haha

hr ni  dtg2 je..nmpk seeralan *x sure nme die..hehe... sy greet lahh wpon x knl lgsg...tp sbb die pkai 'uniform' 2 en..so sy pon say hi lahh kt die..tp die wat dekkkk je! hemm..hampeh tol..haha..tp x lehh lahh nk slh kn die.. die mesti pk "pompuan mne lak ni tetibe nk hai2 aq" haha..tp die oke..2 jam pertama 2 die agak senyap..lps 2 oke dh.. blh lahh nk borak2..tnye 2..tnye ni.. ps2 staf laen yg bru knl.. encik saiful,kak siti, khartik, sorg lg,,mala..mala ke gala..tah la x sure..hehe.. dorg pnye keje kt blkg sne..so x de lahh nk borak2 sgt..tp dorg sume 2 mmg klakar r.. tmbh2 plak ngn sleng melayu dorg 2...haha..


oke kesalahan yg sy wat hr ni..emm... blh thn byk r..sbb sy jge kaunter 2 sorg2..huhu..mati ouh~ 2 kali sy ter punch brg yg sme....ps2 terslh bg baki..adoyaiii...pk cik 2 scaryyy lorhhh..sory lahh pk cik.. die bg rm 50..baki die supposed to be rm32 brape sen tah..aq bg rm12.. haduiii...tercicir rm20.. pk cik 2 nk mengamuk dh...kalo sy lmbt skit je lg..habis! mmg habis! pas2 masalah plastik..ble tgn kering ssh en nk bkk plastik...ps2 plastik melekat2...huh! ble customer rmai..mle lahh sy nervous...ble nervous tendency tok buat slh mmg tggi r... so rkn2 diluar sne..ble jd cashier.. anda hanye perlu tenang..then evrythings gonna be fine..tp jgn lahh tlalu tenang smpai lembab plak!   2 mdatangkn masalah jgk!


ps2 b4 balik nk kne kire duit blk..bak kte kak ika.." kne declare dlu" sy pon.."emm...declare? nk declare ape?" hehe..ps2 die pon ajar lahhh...  itu dan ini.. die srh sy kire duit..3 kali slh kire..terkurang seposen lahh.. ps2 kire lg skali..tlbh 25 sen lakk..haha..mcm2.. at last.. blk kol 4.40 padahal abs keje kol 4..haha..


itu sje lahh utk hr ni.. sy pnt glerr hr ni..jd sy mls nk menaip2 hr ni..esok pon keje, luse pon..hemm.. x pe lahh.. alah bisa tegal biase..*btolke tu?  lme2 oke lahh kot..oke lahh itu sje..sekian~

cashier?!

i mean it, customer!

7 april 2011, hr sy start keje..first day n first time keje..fuh fuh fuh~ x de la xcited sgt tp x de la nervous sgt...nk kte im ready pon  x de lahh jgk..haha...x taw lahh.. 6.15 pg..dgn mls nye sy bgn dan menuju ke toilet dan membasahi bdn dgn air yg sejuk thp gilerr babunn....dh lme x mndi pg2..haha..kt asrama ngn kt kem dlu..kol 5 dh ade bwh pncutan air shower.. kt kem dlu..sejuk die..perghh..x hengat! angin sejuk dr laut... rndu plk~ hehe..


oke2..back to psl keje.. sy dtg dlm kol 6.50 r..lbh krg..awl en? kdai bkk kol 7..so kalo shift pg...gitu lahh mse nye..shift pg..7pg smpai 4 ptg! bapak ah! kire kalo kt skola 2.. wktu skola  ngn waktu prep ptg..haha.. officially, tugas sy mmg sbg cashier..but still i need to susun2 brg kt area2 dpn kaunter tuhh.. not a big deal! susun je lahh en..bkn ssh pon.. actlly, sy lg ske susun brg, sy leka susun brg smpai x sdar ade customer kt counter..haha

first thing pg2 sblom bkk kaunter..kire 'float'.. sy pon mle2 x phm.."float? ape kebendenye tuh?"  'float' tu basic duit yg kne ade kt dlm kaunter..cm 2 lahh lbh krg..aden pon bkknye phm sgt... ps2 make sure plastic bag ade..
i maen kne ade byk! * eventhough kerajaan dh srh kurangkn..but still..malaysian needs the plastic bags..* ps 2 dlm kol 7.15 cm tu dh start ade org.. pg2 around 7-8.30 boleh kte rmai lahh jgk.. sume pakat nk bli roti..haha..

mle2 tu sy mmg r cm blur je..jge kaunter tp x taw ape nk wat..haha nsb bek lahh pg2 tu customer sume oke.. x de lahh nk cuak sgt.. jam pertama..sy just tolong packing2 je..msokkn brg dlm plastik smbil2 mengusha care2 mgunakan k.pah handle duit2 tue.. msok jam ke-2 dan ke-3..alhmdulillah..sy dh blh wat.. actlly sng je tp kalo nervous mmg lahh x leh wat.. kalo org yg bli brg skit.. 2 oke lg.. blh lahh jgk buat.. yg sy nervous ble mak cik2 yg bawak satu troli tuh..haha  amek ko!  ye r..nk scan lg..nk msok beg plastik... kaunter 2 rse cm sempit je..haha.. ps2 kasi plk duit besar..mmglahh komputer 2 yg kire tp ble dh cuak..sume bnde kelam kabut..haha.. mgigil2 pegang duit... kdg2 tu dpt mk cik2 yg wat mke garang.. alahaii mk cik.. lg wat sy nervous..msok brg pon x btol.. ade skali 2...mgelabah pnye psl..sy men msokkn je sabun dynamo kot dlm plstik...koyak plk! haduiii...

i'll try my best ;)

future

u know what...throughout these past few days...all i was thinking is...my future..whats next? i am absolutely have no idea about it.. people keep on saying 'anda yang menentukan masa depan anda'.. do u think so? huh!!  kdg2.. sy bosan dgn soalan ' ko amek ape? ko nk jd ape? ko nk msok mne?'if  i was given a chance to yell at those yg tnye 2.. i will definitely say " shut the hell  up!! " tp saya masih waras lg.. masih lg sdar ape yg ptot n ape yg x ptot.. i know i made a mistake.. spm is totally terrible.. haha..no no..i mean..sijil pelajaran malaysia tu berjaya buat saya jd seorg yggg...hemm..can i say...terrible..miserable..incredible..dan segala 'ble ble' lahhh... oke i know sy dh buat byk hati yg kecewa, sdeh , tak kurangg jge yg tkejot.. im sorry ;(

18 sudaaa~

today is my birthday...so..hppy bday 2 me.. ;) 18 sudaaa...hemm...hr ni saya...emm...x lahh happy sgt...i mean x rse ape2.. yelahh kn.. birthday supposed to be a happy day..xcited..sronok..enjoy..dan seangkatan dgnnye.. tp hr ni.. x..sy x rse sume tu..knp ehh?? ta taw lahh..smlm agak sebok..g taklimat sne sni..ekspo kt mines..pas2 g klia anta ashu..she's going to oman..by now dh smpai dh kot..blik rmh tros tdo.. pnt nk gilerrr~ so sy x smpat nk tggu detik 12 tgh mlm tu..mcm dulu2 kala..hehe ps2 hr ni g putrajaya...ade hal yg blh kte agak pntg utk diuruskan..ps2 g alamanda..jln2...mkn2..bli2..hehe..ok laa.. actlly sy lpe hr ni my bday..serious lpe! ibu pon diam je.. x offer pon nk bli pape~ huhu..smpai lah nad call...ajk kuar pntg nnti...saya pon ckp lahh..'oke!' ps2 afiq ckp.. 'alahhh..nk bg hadiah lahh 2' tettt! my birthday! cek fon2! ceh..haha..3 org bg wishh..mira,fatin frhnh & zalina...thx a lotttt~ x sgke korg igt..ashu pon wish jgk..;) she said die smpai kt sne around 1 am oman..kalo msia..5 am..alhmdllh~ ;) glad to know u're fine...  




kemudian, saya bkk fb..tkejot gilerr...notification byk glerr...hehe.. sume ckp hppy bday..oke...sy tharu lahh jgk...hehe..kawan lme, kawan bru, kawan yg x brape kwn...wish for my bday! thx a lot dear~ sume post2 tue sy like..hehe.. nad bg kek..bluberry..sdp glerr ouhh..ps2 ade hadiah frm ina + nad..die cm..cm..cm ape ek nk ckp.. hadiah la..x taw nk habaq lagu mana.. its simple but vry nice..terime kasih bebanyak oke dear! amat2 dihargai.. :))))))

saya okayy

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