Tuesday, April 5, 2011

future



u know what...throughout these past few days...all i was thinking is...my future..whats next? i am absolutely have no idea about it.. people keep on saying 'anda yang menentukan masa depan anda'.. do u think so? huh!!  kdg2.. sy bosan dgn soalan ' ko amek ape? ko nk jd ape? ko nk msok mne?'if  i was given a chance to yell at those yg tnye 2.. i will definitely say " shut the hell  up!! " tp saya masih waras lg.. masih lg sdar ape yg ptot n ape yg x ptot.. i know i made a mistake.. spm is totally terrible.. haha..no no..i mean..sijil pelajaran malaysia tu berjaya buat saya jd seorg yggg...hemm..can i say...terrible..miserable..incredible..dan segala 'ble ble' lahhh... oke i know sy dh buat byk hati yg kecewa, sdeh , tak kurangg jge yg tkejot.. im sorry ;(
i know i made a mistake..a big mistake... and the worst part is..i only know my real big  mistake was right after i get my slip..which means theres nothing i can do about it anymore.. tp saya percaya..this is what we called fate.. and i strongly believes HE knows whats the best for me ;)  mayb ini salah satu ujian dari-NYA... dulu, one of my bestfriend slalu igtkn saya.." ALLAH akan menguji hamba-NYA mengikut kemampuan hamba-NYA" something like that lahh.. it really helps me to calm down.. and now i really wish someone will hug me a saythose words kt telinga.. pujuk hati saya yg tgh bercelaru dan keliru..*ecececehh..haha .. dan adakala saya rse cm x nk lalui sume ini..nk skip je blh x? haha..kn seronok kalo tros jd budak2.. tp mse bdk2 dulu..x saba2 sgt nk besa..haha..that is what we call manusia!


really? kite same lahh..



p/s : slh grammar tue..emm..maafkn je lahh ehh.. saya pakai taip je ape yg ade dlm kpale otak.. hehe

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